Hyperness
Wednesday 30 May 2012 | 07:42 | 0 comments
Whoohoo , these few days has been pretty packed for me (: .Completely filled with things to do !
Sat [26th] : I went to church .
Sun [27th] : Work (:
Mon [28th] : Work & cca !
Tues [29th] : Work (:
Wed [30th today] : Went out with Cass , Joreen , Shao ye& Kelvin !
It was super fun (:
HAHA .
At first I was supposed to meet Joreen , but then she said that she's meeting Cass , whether I wanna join her .
So , I ask both of them whr & what time .
Both didn't reply me .
So I was sad :C . Literally , I almost cried in the bus . (PMS) .
LOL !
After I returned my library books , I went to the arcade alone .
Played reflec beat <: .
Super fun . hahahaha . But my skills deproved ;_; .
Sigh . Gotta practice more .
Anywho , after that bought GongCha & a packet of bee hoon to eat & went to take 190 to meet jojo they all .
Gosh . She gave me the wrong directions .
I ended up lost & kelvin & joreen had to come find me . Hahahahah .
Then I realised I didn't take any chopsticks for my bee hoon , I used the coffee spoon from mac to eat .
Epic fail .
Epic fail .
After that I ate my food then played some bball with cass & kelvin . Whee I managed to shoot some hoops :b Despite many countless fail attempts ! :b .
And then more and more of kelvin & shao ye friends came .
So then me , cass & jojo sat at the void deck . This two guys in jerseys went to the court , the one in Dark Blue jersey was super cute :$ . Hahahah . But , he's too old . Sadly . Hahaha .
So then after that , cass , jojo , shao ye & kelvin came my house .
But before that Kelvin went to shower first .
The rest of us slacked at the playground . I was super hyper .
And when I say super , I mean SUPER .
I ran around like a crazy person , and even dragged Cass along .
I've never been that hyper in my entire life ;D .
But then my PMS had to kick in .
Hyper , sad , weird , sad , happy , sad , awkward , angry , upset , relieved , happy , serious , fun , sad , hyper !
Awesome right ? LOL .
Anyways , after dinner they came to my room we played HOLAHOOPS :D .
HAHA , Shao ye & Kelvin can't hulahoop !
Me & joreen can :D .
Cass can also but the way she did it is UBER CUTE XD .
HAHAHA .
Then we played blackjack truth or dare :b .
HAHAHA , funnest part is when cass was dared to ...
#1) Play the hulahoop for 10 secs xD
#2) Hug Shao ye :b
#3) Kiss shao ye on the cheek (indirectly) :$ .
HAHAHA !
Hahaha then they left (; .
Awesome day , laughed like crazy . Heh !
This mini part of the post is for my friend hoyin again , again & again .
Hey hey !
Remember to visit me at my work place horh ! You say one ! :D .
Hope you're feeling better !
& i know lah i know , yr sica is pretty okayyyyyy .
Oh btw , I watched love rain :D Finished ep 6 .
Very slow I know , but I'm continueing okay ! HAHAH .
The guy super hot inside the show .. <3 HAHA .
Kbyeeee !
It still gets to me .
And I don't know why . Why do you hold so much importance to me when I'm nothing to you ?
I just don't get it .
At least it isn't as strong as it was before , but it's still there .
And it stills hurts .
Sigh .
God , please let me forget .
I just want to forget it .
Everything , the memories , the times , everything .
Do you think you can do that .. ?
Please .
Well , that's all I guess (: .
Heh .
Buhbye (:
Dreams
Friday 25 May 2012 | 07:27 | 0 comments
Whoohooo , it's been sucha long time since I blogged @.@yay the June Holidays is here !
Even it's fully packed T.T
But , here are the things I wanna do during this holiday ;D
#1) Complete all my ISPL homework T.T [About 1 week or less]
#2) Drama cca :D [first 2 weeks, morning]
#3) Go to Jcube Ice rink *_* [1 day]
#4) Work to earn money [Unknown]
#5) LYL & ZY camp [12, 13, 14]
#6) Percussion workshop. [23, 24, 25]
#7) Hang out with friends.
#8) Study hard (:
YES. Hahahahaa . Hope I can finish all by this one month ^^ ~
Ahhh, had PTM today : /.
Didn't go TOO bad I guess.
Except that now Miss Tan has my dad's number & if I don't hand in homework on time, she'll inform my dad T.T
& found out, my dad dislikes Mr Leow x: No offence Mr leow.
Hmmmmmmm , interesting.
Oh yeah, I realised recently I've been having like super weird dreams @.@
Every dream will involve someone from my like . Whether it's a primary school friend, secondary friend or church friend O: .
And it'll be like super real & stuff.
I would be able to remember some vaguely but not all @.@
But it's super cool.
HAHAHAHA .
Ohh & I remember this week when we're reading the Chinese Newspaper,
they always have this like Horoscope section.
I read mine, tho I didn't understand (my chinese suck) I asked Felicia to help me translate.
She said the thing wrote that I will be rich but I must be careful with my spending. & also I will have many boyfriends (?!) but also I must be careful .
Hmmmmm , interesting X)
Oh yes , I saw this super CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE GIF. OMG SUPER CUTE ~ I can't stop looking at it <3
Hahaha , that's all for now (;
Buh bye (;
It hurts .
Thursday 17 May 2012 | 07:03 | 0 comments
So apparently this week hasn't been so well .Firstly , my MYE results .
I failed 3 subjects .
Amath , Chem & phy : / .
I also failed my E.geog but my social studies saved me .
Thank God (: .
My other results didn't land me higher than a B .
Even my art depressed me : / .
Gosh I needa work harder now .
Sigh .
& my tempers pretty bad .
Especially when my phone lags or when my comps just haves it's own spasms & it really gets on my nerves .
Urgh ,
but I'm trying to cool , I'm trying to cool (: .
I've realized it's really hard to just pretend & hide things like this .
I'm just creating this huge lie to myself , thinking I could just forget you when I can't .
I don't even know why I like you so much .
I know you don't like me back & I don't wish for you to .
But I just wish you knew how much it hurts .
It hurts to just ignore you .
To just pretend we're strangers .
We're barely even look at each other .
If you asked me why I like / liked you so much ,
I really have no idea .
I tried to stop , really I did .
But I found out , it made nothing better .
Just worse .
Well , not for you of course . For me .
I'm just sounding pathetic writing this all down .
I'm pathetic & lousy & gut-less .
All I wish is for this pain in me to stop .
God , why ?
I don't know ..
I have friends , good friends , no great friends , who told me to give up & just find someone new .
Well , it isn't that simple honestly .
I would love to , but it's hard .
Firstly it's hard to let go .
Even if my mind said "Let go" , my heart would still say "no..."
Sigh .
But I'm still trying I guess .
Hopefully one day maybe , one day I can finally let go (: .
Hopefully one day maybe , one day I can finally let go (: .
Haha .
I just wish to find someone who'd understand me .
Apparently , not many people do .
I think in the whole world there's only 1 person who understands me & that's my best friend Cassandra .
She'd never let me down , no matter what (: .
Haha .
I just wanna drown myself in tears , if I can . Hahaha .
That's all for now .
Buhbye (: